[[-pieces of my heart-]]

Daddy and Mummy

Danish 3rd Birthday

Faris 1st Birthday

Saturday, June 07, 2008

4| | |emotionally disturb...| | |3

For the past few days..i have been having mental breakdown...feels so depressed..not to mention frustrated...but alhamdulillah..now i am feeling much better..thanks to Allah for giving me so much strength and helps me survive...because miraculously..i woke up this morning...i felt so much better...it seems that all my trouble..my pains..just went away ...i felt so grateful to be alive...to still be able to breathe in this beautiful world...to still be able to see the joyful and wonderful faces of my children...when the night before i really cried my eyes out...my heart was wrenched is tears...broken heart...painful...hurt...you name it all...i guess Allah really takes my sadness and pains away...

sometimes..not all the things we see is what it seems like...

unable to let it out in here..its definitely enough to just share how i feels...

● Written by: aLdriNa ● 2:31 am ● 0 Beri Komen Anda

4| | |shopping part I| | |3

since entry pasal shopping nih byk..byk kali ..byk jenis...so aku buat dia ade part2... sejak ade anak dua orang nih...kalau kuar memane memang tak sah kalau mata and tgn tuh melilau je nak cari something for both of them... especially baju lah..cume buat mas anih aku hold dulu niat nak beli baju same corak/pattern/colour sebab adik kecik lagi... maybe another few months baru ok kot sebab sekrang pon adik dah pakai baju abang danish yang saiz dari 6-12 months...huhuhu...even 12-18 months pon dah... leh imagine tak betapa mok mok nyer adik skrg..berat dia sudah cecah 6.3kg..dan dgn bangganya hanya minum susu badan aku sahaja....hehehe.. alhamdulillah...

oh yer..since sejak dua menjak nih aku tak dpt nak lepak2 sgt depan komputer... kire entry shopping nih post dated nyer entry lah... lepas check up faris hari tuh.. ingatkan nak ajak abang gi alamanda..tapi abang plak cam tak nak..lagi pon kalau dalam hati aku dah niat memang nak shopping..better ajak nana since kalau ngan abang comfirm apa yang aku nak beli tak dapat..hehehe ..no offence abang..tapi memang tak best shopping ngan daddy...sebab sibuk suh cepat n ajak balik..ahaks!!~ kecuali lah kalau shopping time raya...shopping barang rumah ke..perabot ke...or even barang komputer..memang best sgt bawak abang sebab abang yang akan bayar semua nyer...besh2... tapi kalau shopping barang2 pompuan...barang2 baby...(bear in mind: i am very particular, choosy and fussy..nana knows better)...

so lepas gi check up harituh..ajak nana kuar..memang dari awal sebelum aku nak gi check up pon dia dah sound awal2 nak ajak kuar..cume aku memuler bajet nak gi giant nilai nih je..tapi memandangkan kaki aku macam nak jalan2 jauh sket... ajak nana gi alamanda...hehehe lama tak shopping kat sane...

so sampai nyer dlm kul 6 lebih gituh..terus ajak nana gi makan dulu since kalau shopping time perut lapar nih sangat bahaya... selain daripada menyebabkan kesukaran utk me

mbuat pilihan...kiter tend to buy things we dont need rather than spending more on what suppose on the list only... so makan kat pizza hut..nyum2.. lama tak makan pizza..last sekali aku ingat time kuar ngan nana ngak..tapi masa tuh aku tgh mak buyong lagi... teringin...hehehe...kalau ajak abang for sure dia takmo...so nana lah jadi mangsa aku .... abang danish makan satu mangkuk mushroom soup abis kat dia sorang n 3 batang breadstick...memang puas hati tengok dia makan...adik plak makan tangan...huhuhu...tabiat baru adik isap tangan dia sampai tertidow...kalau dia lapar pun jarang dia nangis...dia akan isap tgn dia tuh kalau dia bunyi sket2 tuh aku tak layan...then dia tidow...baik kan...lepas makan singgah kat baby room jap bagi adik minum susu dulu..then baru leh continue shopping ngan hati yang lapang...adik pon lena je dlm stroller dia...

muler singgah kedai kasut...lama tak beli sandal...teringin nak pakai sandal plak skrg..dulu mak buyong...memang rimas nak melaram sgt..nih tgh minat nak melaram balik... so beli la sandal..flatties je...takleh yg ade tumit2 nih...bahyer..aku dukung adik kang terjelepok sape susah...hehehe ...

pastu singgah the body shop..cari face powder...memuler confuse nak beli yang pressed powder je ke..or nak beli yg all in one je terus..tak perlu nak pakai foundation segala...sebab muler confuse ngan warna..tak silap aku aku pakai kaler 02..tapi takde plak 02

..pastu biler try 05 cam kene plak ..tapi nana pon pakai 04..so cam confuse sebab kalau ikutkan nana lagi tanned dari aku...( tak baik ckp gelap ...tanned sound better..kan nana kan...hitam2 manis sey..) then fikir pasal harga..of course lah all in one powder tuh lagi mahal..2 kali ganda harga nyer...hehehe..setelah dipikir2kan...aku amik 05 all in one tu...senang..pakai tuh je..takyah sibuk2 cari foundation lah..base la...tepek je mender tuh..cepat dan pantas gituh..plus ade SPF..tuh yg mahal sket kot...hehehe

habis kat body shop ingat nak beli baju..tapi memandangkan masa pon dah nak kul 9 mlm...cecepat lah kami semua bergerak ke carrefour plak sebab nana nak cari barang dia...aku plak teringat nak beli abang danish nyer puting...

then dpt plak sms dr abang yang dah bising tanyer big mac dia yang aku janji kan tuh mane...huhuhu.... berkias tuh...meaning.."dah tak reti2 nak balik ker??" kuang kuang kuang...dlm dok kelibut tuh...danish plak sibuk nak naik ride..so lepas puas korek duit syiling...dapat lah dia naik ride carousel tuh...memang tak sah kalau dtg ala

manda tak naik carousel nih...

habis shopping segala...nak beli big mac kat mcD..sekali diorang abis stok big mac..camne boleh abis stok pon aku tak tahu...agaknyer abis bagi free kat orang yang leh chanting big mac nyer song tuh in 4 sec kot...whatever..cume pening jap..dah ler dah janji nak beli big mac kan abang..then dah ler dah lewat lagi..huhuhu..sekali nak tak nak terpaksa ckp ngan nana singgah kedia makan memane beli nasi gorang kampung lah...hehehe ..so dgn selamba nyer sms abang balik ckp ngan dia tukar menu...kui kui kui.. mujur lah tak ngamuk abang sayang sorang tuh...

sampai rumah...danish dah puas charge bateri...adik plak merengek nak nenen dia n terus lena .... tapi puas shopping...kali nih sebab aku berjaya utk beli brg yg aku perlukan sahaja...although dekat 10 kali nana tarik aku kuar dari mothercare..aussino... poney... ahahahaha....muaashhh! luv you nana...lengkali kiter gi shopping lagi....

● Written by: aLdriNa ● 1:29 am ● 1 Beri Komen Anda

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

4| | |happy 3rd anniversary...| | |3

dear abang...there's more than word to describe how i feels for all the time we had been married together...through all the ups and downs..the sadness and happiness..the goods and bads...
and all i ever wish and pray that we will always be together until the end of time...

"I'll Be"

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive -- not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Chorus]

And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

The greatest fan of your life.
...greatest fan of your life.

p/s: mlm td mummy mimpi the day daddy n mummy first time met...so sweet n memorable...muuasshh...i always love you all my life....

● Written by: aLdriNa ● 11:35 am ● 2 Beri Komen Anda