Wednesday, June 28, 2006
being first time in everything is not easy...especially being a mummy to a child..you have to learn how to breastfeed..how to bathe him...how to soothe him when he cries especially at nite...(there's goes my sleeping time)..how to change his diapers...how to recognise between his tone of cries..either he needs his diapers changes..or he's hungry ..or he simply just want me to cuddle him up...
first few days had been a challenging time for me and abang... danish still adjusting to his new world ..new environment..well all this while i had been carrying him around in my tummy..feeding him through his umbilical cord..safe..quiet...dark surrounding now changed to brighter and noisier world especially when abang turned on the tv :))
me too need adjustment to my new title... a mum.. a mummy..a very proud mummy...
nothing can be compared to the feeling of having a son to raise.. i want to raise him by my self with abang...with little knowlegde and help from my mum..my mother in laws..my friends in pcm..i hope i can raise him to be a better person in the future..apart of being bright ..intelligent..kind..i actually want him to be a human who knows how to appreciate life and enhance it in everyway he can..to care for his parent and everyone who loved him..to be human who actually have a heart...
exhaustion..lack of sleep...gaining few kilos and seems wont shedd off me...tired.. emotionally and physically...that' sthe price i have to pay...am i complaining already?..i guess no...since i have all the wonderful people around me to help me to get through this phase of life..
at nite..when everyone is sleeping..my chores are done..i still find myself cried to sleep.... wonder why.... perhas its tears of thankfullness...or perhaps tears of pain n hurt that i managed to keep lock up inside my heart alone...
when abang asked me whether i want danish to be sent to his mum at chini...after seeing i am so tired after one day looking after danish.. i cant bear the feeling of waking up and finding him not lying next to me and snoring quietly or looking for his "nenen" every morning..cant bear the feeling of not hearing his voices chattering away in his own language that only god knows what he is talking about...cant bearing of not having the pleasure of looking at his mischievious little face...whether it just him talking to me in his baby language or crying endlessly for milk or sleepy... i just cant be far away from him... i want to be there when the first he knew..the first time he recognise me as his mummy..the first time he be able to set his sight on me..the first time he be able to actually voice out his baby language..talking to me..in fact the first time in everything and every single new things his learns to do...yes not to deny i miss all things i used to do.. but end of the days..nothing can be compared to his cute little all-gum teethless face smiling at me... 
Name: Yanie
Nicks: aLdriNa
Age: 27
Marital Status: Happily Married
Place of Origin: Putrajaya.
Occupation: Fulltime Housewife & a mummy of 2 notty but adorable little boys ;p~
Expertise: Shopping + shopping + shopping
Contact: elle_lis(at)yahoo.com
Yahoo ID: elle_lis
[[ My Adores ]]
Food: Chocolate, Cake, Ice Cream
Drink: Lychee, Tembikai
Colour: Pink & Purple
Novelist: Ahadiat Akashah , Judith McNaught n Norhayati Berahim
[[ My WishLists ]]
Sweet cherry baby stroller
Bathing Mat for adik
Pohkong tranz collection bracelet and a pair of earring
new handbag
new sandal
Double storey link semi D 35' x 65' house
a new handphone
Akemi queen size comforter n bedding set
a new wardrobe
raplh lauren romance EDP
LG 2 doors fridge
new kitchen cabinet complete with stove n oven
[[ Music's Of the week ]]
Artist:Aizat
Song:Hanya Kau yang Mampu
[[ Past Journal ]]
● Saya dah pindah rumah!!~
● pindah rumah...
● A wake up story...
● 2 years ago...
● emotionally disturb...
● shopping part I
● happy 3rd anniversary...
● Happy MAMA day...
● Aquaria trip with nenek n auntie elle
● new mummy...new project...
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