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Friday, July 29, 2005

4| | |huk!! sakit nyer....| | |3

huk...seperti yang aku ckp semlm ..aku gi doktor...minor operation..buang ketuat/corn tuh....sakit giler...memuler die bius dulu...pergh!!! mase jarum bius tuh cucuk kat kaki aku ..hampir nak tertendang aku doktor tuh....nasib baik pembantu die tolong pegang kuat kaki aku.... pastu dlm 1 minit baru aku tak rase paper...pastu die belah...atau lebih tepat..korek corn tuh...hmm sampai ke akar umbi die..hmmm nak kater sakit..mase tuh..tuhan je yang tahu...air mata aku dah mengalir..bius tuh cam tak kesan je sangat...tapi sebab kan takut kene inject bius lagi tuh sakit daripada sakit mase die korek tuh...aku ckp ok je lah..terpakse je lah tahan.....pastu die jahit..nak dijadikan citer...ubat bius tuh makin hilang..doktor tuh pon cube jahit...hmmm mase tuh...terasa jarum doktor tuh menyucuk kaki aku....aaaaaaaaaaarggghhhhh!!! sakit giler..doktor nih tak reti buat bagi tak sakit ke...huh!!! nak je aku maki..tapi aku nak baik cepat.....terpaksa lah tahan....kalau lah abang ade mase tuh....sure abang pon tak sanggup nak tengok....darah ..hmmm byk giler melimpah keluar..aku pon makin lemah..ntah baper byk darah aku hilang...hujung kaki seluar aku basah penuh kene darah.....tak pernah aku tengok darah byk cam gituh....doktor tuh tak bagi aku tengok ...die suh aku baring.....mase pembantu die bersih kan....sekali jahitan tuh terputus....so terpakse la die jahit lagi sekali.......perghhhhh!!!! mase tuh ubat bius dah hilang.....memang mengalir air mata sekejap......abang..tolong yanie abang......biler semua selesai....aku terpikir...cam mane aku nak jalan balik ...hmmm..terpakse lah aku call adik aku kejap..amik aku hantar...doktor bagi aku mc 2 hari....hmm....sakit kaki tuh tak hilang lagi...tapi ok sket biler
makan pain killer....mlm tuh..aku teringin nak makan kfc..so ajak abang gi alamanda..dlm kaki cam gituh....sempat lagi gi alamanda maka kfc..tapi kaki aku takleh tahan...darah makin byk plak kuar mlm tuh..terpakse pegi balik ke klinik tuh tukar bandage...hmmm..doktor ckp ngan aku jgn byk jalan...so hari nih aku lebih byk baring..tidow...makan pon tadi abang amik kan..tapi aku gagahkan diri gak gi masak lauk utk die...sian...biler tahu die balik tengahari takde mender nak makan...die suh aku tidow jer.tapi ntah lah..cam tak besh sebab aku dah janji nak jadi isteri yang terbaik walau cam mane pon....hmmm..tapi skrg dah ok sket..die balik tadi..die buka balutan tuh...pastu die sapu minyak gamat....terharu jap aku....he's so caring n loving..... so far...aku ok....
by the way.... just got a call from proton edar...they request me to send in my resume as they interested to offer me a job in usj subang jaya...position customer relationship executive...basic rm 1800 but got allowance...rm 300 ++ ..so far sound good..futher more it's malaysia office hour..so that's sound perfectly good..isnt it....hehehehehe...i think i m going to try for it....

● Written by: aLdriNa ● 3:01 pm ● 1 Beri Komen Anda

Thursday, July 28, 2005

4| | |adei sakit nyer kaki ku...| | |3

hmmm... jap lagi aku ingat nak gi klinik..buat small surgery..nak buang ketuat kat kaki nih..actually hari tuh dah nak baik dah..sekali die tumbuh lagi...agaknyer akar die yang asal tuh tak mati lagi..misa plak call tadi..ajak aku keluar.. die nak beli hadiah konvo zamz... hmm serba salah gak aku nak gi ke tak nak...sebab aku nak gi doktor...sure pas tu takleh jalan punyer...hmm tapi nasib baik die tak paksa aku kuar ngan die... tengok lah camner nanti...hmm mintak2 dpt mc lah untuk hari ni..sesilap seminggu aku mc sebab ketuat nyer pasal... hai ketuat - ketuat...hampes...
tadi orang yang pasangkan "anti theft "utk kete aku call..maklum arr hari tuh aku deposit rm 50 jer...nih aku kene bayar arr sebab dah gaji..aisey...malas tul nak gi sane..tapi kalau gi sane bleh aku guna credit card jer utk bayar...sekali die kater bank in kan je lah duit... die bagi aku nomor akaun maybank.. ok..that's fine...cume masalahnya skrg..mane aku nak ceduk duit nak bayar nih..isk!! hmmm ..nak guna emergency money ker ek....isk!!! aku ade emergency money dlm rm 1000 ++ tapi itu utk emergency...hai nak pinjam abang..berat nye rmulut...tahu sure die mesti ckp

tulah dulu aku ckp takmo dgr

....bukan ape..aku risau..sebab aku selalu parking kete kat tempat awam..kene plak kete baru...mase orang tuh demonstrate nak bukak pintu kete aku tanpe gune kunci tuh..terasa cam senang giler orang nak peach masuk kete aku..huk!! biar arr aku habis rm 200 dari pada ada risiko kete aku boleh kene curi...nampak gayer nyer kene gi kuarkan duit emergency tuh jugak la...isk!! insya allah nanti rezeki lebih sket..aku top up balik...

p/s: nape aku rase tak sedap peyut..mual semacam je nih..macam nak muntah jer..isk!!~

● Written by: aLdriNa ● 12:01 pm ● 0 Beri Komen Anda

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

4| | |when dream comes true...| | |3

There is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved.
- George Sand -

● Written by: aLdriNa ● 3:07 pm ● 0 Beri Komen Anda

4| | |senang hati...| | |3

hmmmm... gaji baru jer masuk..aku kuarkan semer duit gaji utk bayar segala
hutang piutang... nih bajet aku bulan nih....

~~kete rm 670~~
credit cards rm 500
bil astro rm 80
hutang member rm 130
~~kutu rm 200~~

total rm 1580

tuh belom masuk duit minyak kete..duit makan...barang dapur..pening
kepala otak aku biler pikir pasal duit nih...isk!! tadi aku try browse kat
friendster..konon nyer byk advertisement keje part time..aku ingat nak cari
keje part time yang boleh buat kat umah..cam home typist ke..data entry ke..
janji ade extra income...hmmm..sian gak kat laki aku kang..dah arr die kene
bayar bil air api..bil streamyx..bil tepon....sewa umah....hmmm belajan
makan barang dapur semeer terpakse lah tolak ke die semua gak bulan nih....adeii
kering....anybody help me???

● Written by: aLdriNa ● 12:30 pm ● 0 Beri Komen Anda

Sunday, July 24, 2005

4| | |my song of the week| | |3

Destiny - Jim Brickman

What if never knew?

What if I never found you?

I'd never have this feeling in my heart

How did this come to be?

I don't know you found me

but from the moment I saw you

deep inside my heart I knew

Baby, you're my destiny

you and I were meant to be

with all my heart and soul

I give my love to have and hold

and as far as I can see

you were always meant to be

my destiny

I wanted someone like you

someone that I could hold onto

and give my love until the end of time

But forever was just a word

something I'd only heard about

but now you're always there for me

when you say "forever," I'll believe

Baby you're my destiny

you and I were meant to be

with all my heart and soul

I give my love to have and hold

and as far as I can see

you were always meant to be

my destiny

Maybe all we need

is just a little faith

'cause baby, I believe

that love will find a way

Baby you're my destiny

you and I were meant to be

with all my heart and soul

I give my love to have and hold

and as long as I can see

from now until eternity

you were always meant to be

my destiny.

...you're my destiny.....

p/s: abang... u are my destiny....

● Written by: aLdriNa ● 10:30 am ● 0 Beri Komen Anda