Sunday, September 25, 2005
pejam celik pejam celik dah 3 tahun aku kenal dan bersama abang.....tak sangka sungguh.... perkenalan yg aku ingat just for fun memuler mase chatting dulu tak sangka jadi series dah akhirnyer dia lah di hati aku sehingga kini.... akhirnya aku dah dapat jawapan pada soalan abang hari tuh..."menyesalkah aku bersama die?" mase mule die tanyer soalan tuh aku memang malas nak jawab..takde idea nak jawab ape...yelah dah die nak jawapan yang jujur... to tell the truth there are few times i do feel a little bit regret about having to marry early..well i m just 24..there are so many things that i want to do with my life if i were still single. its not because of marrying him makes its all impossible...it just there are few restriction to it... menyesal sebab kahwin ngan abang...hmmm there are few times when i do cried in the middle of the nite....there are times i do feel frustrated when things doesnt go my way.... when abang being so "difficult"....there are times i really feel lonely when all the thing he did just playing his computer... but of all the time....i did miss him when everytime he goes to works....i just love when he hug me tight...all the good nite kisses...holding me tight if i feel down or sad..he just always be there for me.... he is a good husband...a great friend...a dream lover...he is everything to me....and i know even though he not as perfect as i thought he suppose to be....but he complete me....and i love him just the way he is...
Wed Sep 25 2002 ~ somewhere in the middle of the nite....
[04:53] abang: abang ni bodoh sket..
[04:53] me: emm..
[04:53] me: bodoh?
[04:53] abang: abang tak faham bahasa bebunger..
[04:53] abang: takut abang salah tafsir..
[04:53] me: ermm...
[04:53] me: tak de..
[04:54] me: sebenarnya yanie senang ngan abg..
[04:54] me: yanie suker cara abg...
[04:54] me: semua lah...
[04:54] me: rase cam tak boring...
[04:54] me: rase cam dah kenal lama...
[04:54] me: tapi yanie takut nak ckp lelebih..
[04:56] me: yelah yanie baru kenal abg
[04:56] abang: biler yanie kater abang salah faham
[04:56] abang: malu giler rasernyer...
[04:56] abang: ehehhehe
[04:57] me: takdelah...
[04:57] abang: raser cam abang terhegeh² plak
[04:57] abang: ehehehehe
[04:57] me: ermm..takdelah...
[04:57] abang: eheks~ eheks~ eheks~
[04:57] me: jgn ckp camtu...
[04:57] me: yelah yanie baru kenal abg..
[04:57] me: hati abg yanie tak tahu...
[04:58] me: abg perasan tak biler yanie tanyer abg..
[04:58] me: kalau abg dah jumper seseorg yg lebih baik..
[04:58] me: sayang kat abg...
[04:58] me: layan abg macam raja...
[04:58] me: dan abg pun sayang kat die..
[04:58] me: andaikata..kak su dtg balik kat abg...
[04:59] me: abg pergi kat die tak?
[05:00] abang: ermm..
[05:00] abang: abang tahu dah
[05:00] abang: tapi sesajer buat cam tak faham tadik
[05:00] me: ermm..sebab tulah..
[05:00] me: yanie takut...
[05:00] abang: takut abang perasan plak
[05:00] me: abg sayang die lagik..
[05:00] me: yanie tak paksa abg...
[05:00] me: yanie faham...
[05:00] me: sebab tu..
[05:01] me: yanie kawal ape yg yanie rase skrg
[05:02] abang: su kater sayer takde perasaan. masakan saya macam tu. saya menangis, saya ketawa, dier buat salah saya maafkan.... tapi sekali saya buat keputusan saya takkan berpatah balik
[05:02] abang: (ayat kl menjerit)
[05:02] me: ermm...
[05:02] me: tapi kalau die merayu...
[05:02] me: yanie sebenarnya dah penat abg...
[05:03] me: penat sangat nak bercinta lagi..
[05:03] me: penat nak letak harapan lagi...
[05:03] me: penat nak mulakan semua balik
[05:05] abang: yanie samer cam abang...
[05:05] abang: yanie join cz abang kan?
[05:05] me: ermmm
[05:06] abang: baca tak article yang abang tulis tu?
[05:06] me: cz restinpeace tu je lah
[05:06] abang: ada 2
[05:06] abang: satu bab cinta
[05:06] abang: satu bab perempuan
[05:06] me: emm...
[05:06] abang: kalau yanie baca....
[05:06] me: ermm
[05:06] abang: yanie akan tahu camaner diri abang
[05:07] me: ermm...
[05:07] me: yanie cube kenal...
[05:07] me: tapi yelah..
[05:07] me: tak mungkin yanie dapat tahu ape sebenarnya yg ade dlm hati abg...
[05:07] abang: ermm...
[05:08] abang: yanie samer cam abang...
[05:08] abang: rasa penat nak bercinta
[05:08] abang: kekadang rasa tak berbaloi spent 2,3 tahun semata-mata untuk 'frust'
[05:08] me: emm...
[05:08] me: sebab tu yanie dah tak berani nak janjikan paper...
[05:09] me: tak berani nak letak harapan...
[05:09] me: mungkin satu hari nanti kiter akan citer tentang masa depan kiter..impian..kiter..[05:09] me: tapi tu semua hanyalah rancangan...
[05:09] me: mimpi..
[05:09] me: biler ianya akan jadi kenyataaan yanie pun tak pasti...
[05:12] abang: me: sebab tu yanie dah tak berani nak janjikan paper...
[05:13] * me berlakon jadi bot jer...kat cenel..ermmm sampai bebiler pun yanie nak jadi bot abg....
[05:13] me: sebab bot lebih setia
[05:13] abang: [04:58] me:kalau abg dah jumper seseorg yg lebih baik..
[05:13] abang: [04:58] me:sayang kat abg...
[05:13] abang: [04:58] me:layan abg macam raja...
[05:13] abang: abang tak pernah minta dilayan cam anak raja..
[05:14] abang: cukup sekadar treat me as human beings who got feelin'
[05:14] me: ermm...
[05:14] me: i know..
[05:14] me: somehow...
[05:15] abang: ermm...
[05:15] abang: cam ni...
[05:15] me: u deserve it...
[05:15] abang: biar orang yang tak tahu malu nih bercakap...
[05:15] me: semlm kan yanie tak tahu kenaper.
[05:15] abang: biar orang yang tak tahu malu nih bercakap...
[05:15] abang: yanie sudi jadik awek abang?
[05:16]abang: yanie sudi jadik sesatu nyer orang yang dapat bertenggek kat ati abang?
[05:16] abang: yanie sudi jadik sesatu nyer orang yang dapat membahagiakan abang?
[05:16] me: kan best kalau yanie ada hati...
[05:16] abang: yanie sudi terima abang dalam idup yanie?
[05:17] me: with all my heart yes!!
[05:17] me: tapi...
[05:18] me: abg...
[05:18] abang: tapi?
[05:18] me: tapi siapa yanie...
[05:18] me: yanie bot jer...
[05:18] me: abg serius ker...
[05:18] abang: lagi senang bercinta ngan bot dari manusia yang tak pandai menilai apa itu kasih sayang
[05:19] me: abg...
[05:19] me: yanie takut
[05:19] me: takut...nak mula...
[05:19] me: takut...
[05:20] me: takut nakletak harapan...
[05:20] me: takut nak hadapi kenyataan
[05:20] abang: takut letak harapan pada abang?
[05:20] abang: ermm..
[05:20] me: ermm..
[05:20] me: a ah
[05:20] me: bkn pada abg jer..
[05:21] me: pada semua yg sudi menyayangi diri yanie
[05:23] abang: ermm
[05:24] abang: abang memang tak mampu untuk meyakinkan sesaper...
[05:24] abang: tapi at least abang tahu apa yg abang buat...
*story stop there....hehehe atas sebab2 tertentu..because ending nyer i guess korang semer tahu...ikatan hati aku dan abang lebih kuat dari apa yang aku sangkakan....i just prayed it will be forever....
"yanie tak pernah menyesal hidup dgn abang... yanie redha if whatever happens...between us...there's always Allah to take care of me...."
: 5:43 am
Name: Yanie
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